"...Sometimes that means dying, sometimes it means killing a whole lot of people."

The sun goes up and the sun goes down
I drag myself into the town
All I do I want to do with you
Everyday I'm at my desk
At my desk I'm like the rest
All I do I want to do with you
The sun goes up..

http://www.apple.com/trailers/miramax/sin_city.html

Mordecai

...

[Day Two] Throw myself in the corner;
I have nothing to complain about here.
A tragic day seems too peaceful to most,
spoiled ambitious turned my heart to black.
I'm figuring out this realization process-
the process to never look upon bitter ground.
Living dreams, loving dreams,
awakening, to what I've always dreamt of.
The familiar sound of lovely love from the love of my life
will keep the notes coming.
From the reciting of the show,
from the plip and the shevanel,
from the grind that annoys,
and the sarcasm, they all hate...forever I worship.
I'll kill, love, and hate for all of you.
Thank you for the best part of my life.

=)

An extraordinary beauty on the North...
The most beautiful being of the world
From her first cast the city bows before her knees
From her second cast the empire falls into ruins.
But there aren't such an empire or a city
what we can laud more than this beauty.

<3

It's clear this contest cannot be decided by our knowledge of the force, but by our skills with a lightsaber.

Tonight was fun. After work Maria, E.J. and I went to Target, Books-a-Million and Wal-Mart. I picked Maria up some early b-day goodies: some pants, a shirt, some tub animals, socks, and a few other things. I really like her shirt; I don't know how to describe it other than a girly t-shirt that is about the color of lime sherbet, lol. Honestly...it's nice =). I, on the other hand, snagged a Count Dooku Unleashed figure from Target which may replace Anakin as the favorite in my collection. I was sort of out of it all night. Still am. I hadn't eaten anything and had only drank 2 cups of coffee on an empty stomach at work (bad idea). By the time we went out the caffene had made its way out of by bloodstream and I was pretty much dragging my feet =\.

Shoddy update. I'll probably post again over the weekend. Yope.

"I have a love in my life. It makes me stronger than anything you can imagine." -- Barry Eagan

"I just..."

These
Half-truths you're telling me
Won't bring me to my knees
Scraped up and bruised from your
fickelness I plead
Just let me feel some ease from
creatures of your greed
Just let me feel some ease for me

I'm not so glad I met you
It makes me want to go away
Until you think it's over
I just...
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Where do we go from here?
You know I'm not the only one
Where do we go from here?
No, I'm not the only one

These
Broken dreams are screams to me
The difference I can't see
The way you look and talk to me
You cross at me I freeze
The combination of loss control
loss of soul I wheeze
Just give some ease to me

I'm not so glad I met you
It makes me want to go away
Until you think its over
I just...
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Where do we go from here?
You know I'm not the guilty one
Where do we go from here?
You know I'm not the only one
Where do we go from here?
Stop dreamin' 'bout the shiny gun
Where do we go from here?
No, I'm not your only one

Shit!

I just...
Yeah, yeah yeah

Where do we go from here?
Where do we go from here?
Where do we go from here?
Where do we go from here?
Where do we go......
yeah....



I <3 Maria Fauver

Old is new...

I'm off today...like every Sunday. I crawled out of bed around 12:30 and made Maria and I some blueberry cheesecake muffins for breakfast. More for her than myself...I really like making her stuff. Minnesota's game came on at 1:00. I watched it until they were down 21-7 and then I got mad and turned it. I thougt it better to spend the day off doing stuff with my girlfriend then dwelling over a stupid football game. I then got the idea to take all of our posters off the wall and suggest that Maria put them back up how she would like them. We've lived together here for over a year now and most everything is still were it was then, except for anything of her's she has put up, which for the most part had to be done around what was already there. So...after everything was down I let her go at it. And I must say, she did a fine-ass job. Overall, everything is far less cluttered looking. She organized most of the stuff into sections...Star Wars stuff on one wall...game stuff on another. I really, really like it. We're in this room alot together, and I'll admit it can sometimes get redundant or boring...and I've always believed your mood is influenced greatly by your surroundings, which is why insist in being surrounded by all the things I like. So, now, at least the walls feel fresh, and new. Now I just need to work on getting some more furniture (bed, couch, entertainment center) in here...

Not quite sure what the rest of the day will entail. It's already 4:15, but I did sleep late. I think Maria and I are going to watch some "Please Teacher" here in a few. Then I think I might try to persuade her to paint some more later, so I can paint with her. Jesus, I suck at painting. Maria, on the other hand, is very very good (don't argue...), and has already painted some beautiful stuff in the past week since we went and stocked up on painting stuff...so I shall get her to give me some pointers on not sucking. I shall post the results of this painting adventure here, later.

3am Randomness

The surface is so cold and worthless
All the things that I have still come from there
So paint your windows in front of my face
When you know damn well theres
No one behind them...

I wish your body was not so warm to me
Just so you know

All it was was something beautiful...
When tides and dreams dont seem so tall at all

Its me against the world still I'm losing ground
I'd kill to taste what it must be like
Cause its every one of my empty parts
That you. Fill. Now.

I wish your body was not so warm to me
Just so you know

All it was was something beautiful
When tides and dreams dont seem so tall at all

Pause...silence
Another moment dropped off
Left behind and
Hanging still
You wont see me
I cant see you

All it was was something beautiful
When tides and dreams dont seem so tall at all...

"...but you can call me, Jeimuzu"

Well, here we go, my first post on this thing... Took my awhile to get the random image thing at the top to work, which was the main thing holding me back from making an actual entry. I still have more stuff i want to add on the right-side, like a picture of me, and some cool links... Otherwise I'm oretty happy with this... I just happened to find the site accidently and really, really liked it. I'm still going to keep my livejournal (i've had it way too long)...but I'm not sure in what capacity, exactly.

I just got home from work (so will start probably most of my entries here)...we were hella busy for the third day in a row, so my wrists are pretty limp from non-stop typing/mouse-using action. Thus, this will probably be fairly brief. Maria is out with Cody, and no one else is here either, so it's just me... After doing this I'm probably going to attack the bathroom, as it hasn't been cleaned in quite awhile. Afterwards I'm going to enjoy my handywork by indulging in a long, hot shower. I woke up late this morning, so I had to throw on clothes and go. It'd probably be best if I got the funk off before Maria got home. Speaking of which, when she does get back, we'll probably head out to Wal-Mart sometime after midnight to do some much-needed grocery shopping. And so should go the rest of my night; and then its back to work at 11:15 tomorrow....

Something else of note: Will got a video camera. A nice one, apparently. He was going to bring it by last night, but something else came up, so I'm not sure when he'll actually be bringing it by. Reguardless, it is now only a matter of time before the Cock Force is fully unleashed. And god knows what else...lol. But yeah...that's about it. I guess this is a sorry ass first post, but it's all I've got in me tonight.